Never will I say Never…

I was angry, more than I had ever been in my life, my hands were shaking, I heard myself saying things I wouldn’t normally say. I was out of control. I couldn’t believe this angry person was me. I must be under some kind of influence but it turns out that the only influence I was under was anger, extreme anger… and it was my first.

I had never been an angry person, I just have never been able to stay angry for a long time, but this was different…and it was a turning point for me.

That day, it struck me that we can do unimaginable things given the right circumstance and situation. Now, when anyone asks me what I would do in a situation, I have learnt to say I didn’t know. How could I?  I wasn’t in that circumstance they described and description is definitely different from living it. We all probably have done things we have questioned afterwards; things we didn’t know we were capable of doing, things we had once told someone that we would never do.

It was a good day of lessons. Life was uncertain; it is as unpredictable as human. We all can do things we never thought we could.

Just look at that woman who told us she would simply walk out if she ever catches her husband cheating. She was the same woman that shot her husband in the head. Oh! Remember the girl? The one who said she will only have sex with her husband? She is the same pregnant lady that walked past the house yesterday, and No she is unmarried.

We are human, we are fickle, never say Never, just pray and hope you never have to wear the shoes those who had done unthinkable things once wore.